If I Could Do One Thing for the Rest of My Life, What Would It Be?

If I could do one thing for the rest of my life it would be to like myself.  I want to like myself as a person.  I don't mean physically, I mean internally.  I have a lot of issues to deal with to get to that point.  I want to be satisfied with my decisions and right now I am NOT happy with them at all.  I want to change myself so that I am a person I like.  My decisions throughout life, for the majority, have not been the best and due to my upbringing I am constantly putting myself down about them.  I want to make good decisions so I can stop feeling so guilty all the time, especially about where my life is currently at.  From my goals, to my kids and oh so much more!  I want to be myself.  I cannot care for the boys if I don't take care of myself first.  So I need to learn to love myself and make good decisions!