What am I passionate about?

There are a lot of things that I am passionate about.  The biggest being my boys.  They make me want to strive for better.  They make me want to become a better person.  If it weren't for them my goals and things wouldn't be worth pursuing.  They give me a reason for being here.  I want to create a better life for myself and for them.  Sure, I could still have my goals and such but the boys give me so much more motivation.  The whole reason I am pursuing this self-discovery journey is to become a better mom to them.  Sure, I want to do this for myself but they are the main reason I want to feel better about myself.  I have a lot of work to do to get there but I am willing to do so.  I do still need to figure out what steps to take but I am getting closer to figuring those out!

If I Could Do One Thing for the Rest of My Life, What Would It Be?

If I could do one thing for the rest of my life it would be to like myself.  I want to like myself as a person.  I don't mean physically, I mean internally.  I have a lot of issues to deal with to get to that point.  I want to be satisfied with my decisions and right now I am NOT happy with them at all.  I want to change myself so that I am a person I like.  My decisions throughout life, for the majority, have not been the best and due to my upbringing I am constantly putting myself down about them.  I want to make good decisions so I can stop feeling so guilty all the time, especially about where my life is currently at.  From my goals, to my kids and oh so much more!  I want to be myself.  I cannot care for the boys if I don't take care of myself first.  So I need to learn to love myself and make good decisions!