What Would I Do, Even if I Didn't Get Paid For It?

I've known since I was little that I have wanted to be an interior designer.  I would love to do this whether I got paid or not!  I enjoy it and seem to have a natural ability with it.  Now there if there was one thing I could do that I love and make enough money doing that to support myself financially I know what the would be.  Okay, actually, I have two I  would choose.  The first would be my stitching.  I so wish I could stitch fast enough to sell my finished projects and make enough to pay all my bills.  It would be a stretch so I don't think it's realistic.  It just wouldn't make ends meet.  The other would be to become a chatter online. I love it and my online friends really know the true me and they are so encouraging and positive, who wouldn't want to do that!  However, I have become aware of the fact that I have an addictive personality.  When I do something, like chatting I crave it so much that I neglect what I have to do, like dishes or laundry, with what I want to do.  I know I am addicted to chat because if i'm awake I have to be there.  I know chat is a very positive atmosphere so I crave it too much!  It's like smoking, which I do too.  I can't or don't want to function without chat.  Without it, I get very depressed.  I know I need to tone it down but I really don't want to either because it is helpful too.